AAAAAAAAGGGHHHH!!!!!

I have decided that I am a horrible flirt, and if I like a guy it is doomed for failure! It's ok don't be filled with pity for me. I am just a crazy women that can't seem to control my mouth. I talk about crazy things when I am around guys like "I have been baptized like a billion times". Like I get baptized every weekend for the fun of it "NOT WHAT I WAS TRYING TO SAY!" I am so tired of myself. Well all I can say is that I hope that someday some guy will look passed my crazy. I guess scaring guys can be a way of safe guarding me from a bad relationships! I don't know just thought that venting might help a little. Peace Out!